I am a horrible blogger... I haven't written anything in over a week. But I have good reason... I promise.
In case you couldn't tell by my "How did you know you were in love?" post, I am really questioning my relationship right now. Things just haven't been good and I have been unhappy for awhile now. I'm not sure what the source of all of this is. Is it because I really am unhappy? Am I bored? Am I having a quarter-life crisis? Where is this coming from???
I actually stayed with a friend for a few days last week, to just try to get away. And then Valentine's Day was rough. He had flowers delivered to my work. And he made sure they were potted flowers so they "wouldn't die" because I told him that's why I didn't want cut flowers. Needless to say, I cried... at work. Then I came home after, instead of going to my friends, and have been home all weekend.
But I still feel that emptiness.
I don't know what to do.
I'm sitting at home right now, as I type this. But I will probably be going back to my friend's tomorrow.
And besides me not being 100% sure why I am unhappy (I can give you reasons, but I don't know why I am feeling these feelings now... after 3 years)... there are some complications with us breaking up. I can stay with my friend for as long as I want, but pretty much all of the furniture in our house is mine. I would leave him with nothing but an empty house. And as long as I'm staying with her, I can't take all of my stuff... just enough to fill a bedroom. I really can't afford a place of my own... and he can't afford the house by himself (the house we bought together, but is in his name).
I would love to have your advice, because I am at a loss. I'm so confused.
Monday, February 18, 2013
Thursday, February 07, 2013
It's freakin' friday {no. 21}
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How did you know you were in love?
With Valentine's Day coming up, I thought this would be an appropriate topic.
How did you know your significant other was "the one"?
A lot has been going on in my life to make me wonder this very question. Now that I have asked you, the rest of this post may seem very un-Valentine's Day and I apologize in advance.
In the recent weeks, I have been questioning my relationship quite a bit. I'm not going to lie about it. There really isn't anything wrong with my relationship, its just a bunch of little stressors that are building and building. Trust me, I could have it TONS worse and I am very thankful for what I do have. I thought it was right, but now I'm not so certain.
Have you ever questioned your relationship with your "one"?
And then last night, one of my good friends got ahold of me upset because her boyfriend broke up with her... and she thought he was "the one".
During a time of love, there is so much pain and un-love going on.
I'll take any advice that you have to give.
Pinned fashion thursday {denim shorts}
Is anyone else ready for spring? I don't know what it is about this winter, but it is kicking my butt! I just want it over with. Maybe its because winter was so mild last year, making this seem so intense? I don't know.
I have found myself pinning pictures of denim shorts recently... are you ready for this?
I have found myself pinning pictures of denim shorts recently... are you ready for this?
Wednesday, February 06, 2013
Oh, how pinteresting {02.06}
Here are some of my favorite pins from the past week! I'm sorry happy to be able to share them with you.
Musical wednesday {thrift shop}
This song popped up on my Pandora this morning, and I think I'm obsessed. There is some profanity, so I wouldn't recommend watching it with kids around... but overall, the song is really fun!
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